The Edge of Sadness by Edwin O'Connor won the Pulitzer Prize for fiction in 1962. Set in a New England town, it is a story of priesthood and an Irish-American family scenario with which most people could probably resonate.
Father Hugh Kennedy is the protagonist of the story. He and his best friend, Father John Carmody, are middle-aged pastors. They battle their demons of darkness, both related to their fathers. Kennedy slipped into alcoholism after his father's slow and painful death, and Carmody a general misanthropy stemming from his father's challenging nature that meant a difficult upbringing. You might already be thinking, 'This sounds depressing. Why would I read this?' Because it is a beautiful story that provides profound psychological insights.
Kennedy realizes that a genuine prayer life was non-existent in his active life as a young priest. He was not tapped into the "continuing current of love," as he describes it. Kennedy says:
What the priest may not see is that he stands in some danger of losing himself in the strangely engrossing business of simply 'being busy'; gradually he may find that he is rather uncomfortable whenever he is not 'being busy.'
The problems of priesthood are not all that dissimilar from the married or single life. The heart of a priest's identity is his love of God. Everything else in his ministry comes second. If he falls away from his heart, his life will begin to disintegrate. Likewise, if a married couple falls away from the essence of their love and is swept up into the current of 'busyness', their relationship will deteriorate.
The story is hopeful, for Kennedy is able to re-center himself in God and persevere in the priesthood. If we find ourselves on the edge of sadness, may we do likewise.