This posture of the prodigal son in prayer, from John Macallan Swan's 1888 painting, is one no person should be ashamed to make. It is a posture of authenticity. The boy is in "dire need" (Lk 14:14). He has hit 'rock bottom.' Does he suppress his agony? No. He admits his life has become unmanageable and enters into the depths of the abyss. He bundles his darkness, shame, and uncertainty into a little gift the outline of his fists, and lifts that gift to God. He cannot see it, as he raises his meagre offering in trusting torment, but the Father delights. A heavenly light shines on the prodigal son's exposed back. In the desolate, early spring landscape, flowers have bloomed. There is beauty in the vulnerability.
The prodigal son "comes to his senses." He makes the decision, in the words of the Third Step, "to turn his will and his life over to the care of God." He does not know how his story will end, but he trusts God. There is no greater experience of love than remaining with the Father in pain. This sets him on the path to awakening—to resurrection. He will journey home.
It was only because the prodigal son entered into the fullness of pain in prayer that he could be healed. We might not have 'watershed moments' on the level of the prodigal son or a recovering alcoholic, but there are experiences of darkness we all face. The choice is to suppress the situation or embrace it. When we embrace it, we turn it over to God. He will accept our gift. What exactly he will choose to do with it and make of it, we are not sure. It turned out well in the prodigal son's case.